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so long

we both walked

until none

anymore talked

and i told you about my broken heart

how you still found me

looked for me

in the stars

glittering adoration

I was feeling extremely “summery” today and told myself I would do a normal photo shoot, nothing extraordinary, no shiny outfits or glittery lights, no sassy backgrounds, just me on a beach. Apparently it’s my thing at this point to take photos that are a little “extra” and I suppose my lack of outside editing skill is just pro at this point – or otherwise everyone’s eyes would be struggling.

It’s difficult to tell you all about opinions regarding upcoming Second Life patches, drama or other irrelevant subjects. I’ve always been more of a poet, and it was also how I expressed my opinions, rather than whining for a billion hours and then another two for good measures. I don’t have anything to say. I’ve come to a point in my life where being “online” means I’m checking who else is or doing my required hours at the club I work at. Being online hasn’t been about hanging out or shopping lately, because I’ve no one to do those with. I take pictures alone, and then I log out. I play League of Legends or am preoccupied with the stress of my two newfound hamsters. (I got two baby boys)

So for tonight you will have to do with my summer photo shoot of 2019.

Merry summermas yall.

See you again the next time I feel like doing poetry or photography.


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✪ 𝒮𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒹 𝐿𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝒫𝑜𝑒𝓉𝓇𝓎

For this weeks edition I was dared to write second life themed poems based on words that were not connected to each other in any way. LOL. Try to apply these poems to your second life experiences and tell me in comments how they might fit you!

sexy – vase – sword

The highlight of your day was
as quiet as a sword hitting metal,
making everyone around you LookAt
The conventional use of your privacy,
you knew who looked at you and you met their gaze
and much like in a daze,
you grabbed a vase
and you threw it at them.
because fuck them.
they wanted to know information you didn’t want to share
and kindness is never met on the same level anyway
it’s easier to just be mean to begin with

pixel – helpful – fine

The steel of your problematic knife,
gracing over my pixelated skin
it broke my heart ever so slightly after your swing,
your unhelpful, mean words
and your deformed smile
nothing you said came out right
not since that fight.
not since you were no longer mine
and I could no longer say I was fine.

≛ 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 ★ Photography Guide

This is an un-in depth photography guide of an amateur photographer (me).

In case that almost made you click away, please don’t, I’m actually going to give many of you some insight to Second Life photography right now. I’ve been a member of the grid for almost 3 years, and the moment I learned about camera angles I immediately thought of photography. In this guide I will explain what is important when you want to do photography in Second Life, how to achieve those things and what helped me understand and learn on my own.

Now, none of us start out “great” at this. The very first photos I took looked quite… sad. But as I took them I thought “Oh wow! That’s so nice!” So how do I know my work isn’t bad now?
Eh, I don’t. Not really.

My computer specs allow me to play the game on occasion with Ultra graphics and other nifty settings, but if yours go to max High, that’s no problem. Notice I am using Firestorm Viewer for my photos.


Above is my photography check list. Lets go over them, shall we?


The one key component to a good picture lays in actually what you are wearing. I’m not a designer, but I believe I have good eye to colours and models and types of clothes that go together. I for one, know that you should always wear socks with crocs, and pants pulled to your armpits look sexy. Now that you know my talent, please choose to take time before your photoshoot to build an outfit – use colors that work well with each other, use hair that will fit the poses you plan to use etc. The closer your shot (portrait etc), the more detail and effort you have to put to that area – usually the face.

The girl who burned – Ailith (Fouhasai)


Ahh, our best friends! Well not quite. Poses are like the people you invite to the wedding because your partner wanted them to show up and look pretty. You need them, you want them, but no one gives credit to them.

I personally keep all my quality poses within my Firestorm AO, which makes photoshoots in different locations much easier. I have them loaded to my crouch animations, and when I crouch (C) it automatically puts me in a pose. Another working way is to load your poses to a dance hud – this was how I had my friends pose if I didn’t know any better.

Looking for good poses and animations?
】FOXCITY (178, 64, 22) – General
】. MILA . under construction , Moodle (146, 77, 2800) – Moderate
】La Baguette (no landmark for them, sorry :P)


The most annoying and headache causing part for some. I will not go too in-depth with this, because really finding the right settings is different for everyone and requires experimentation. Hitting (Ctrl+P) will open your firestorm settings. After that navigate to Graphics and go as high as your computer can handle… good luck.

A picture that tickled Ailith’s funny bone.


What is the purpose of your photo shoot? is it for relaxation, or maybe for a rp campaign? Is it just for a new profile picture or for the sake of boredom? Knowing the answer to this will help you choose a location!


Many places are good for photography – even more are bad. When planning a session, take into consideration that high quality mesh tends to look a lot better than the default linden labs sky. Sim hop, find locations that tickle your fancy – or perhaps check out my photography highlights – blogs where I talk about ultimately the best locations to take photos in!


Now that we’ve crossed our checklist, lets go! Teleporting into the location is the easy part. Now look for a pretty background spot, cuss as you crash from the amount of particles with your high settings, then call your best friend and whine about SL for a while. Now we’re good? Good. We have the scene, we know we want to take photos for fun, but uh, the problem is that the pic doesn’t really look that good… Lets uh, change the windlight?

Okay the two are improvement, but uh, we want more! So lets add a filter …

Hmm. S0mething is still missing. Oh the angle! Okay. Pressing Ctrl+8/9/0 to get further and closer to myself…

Cool. Looks pretty creepy and halloweeny!

Maybe you learned something new, maybe you know your ways to be better and didn’t like my ideas at all. Whatever the case, I have more creepy halloween photos for myself now – and it’s only June.

(っ◔◡◔)っ Toodles!

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Highlight – 𝙻𝚊 𝚋𝚘î𝚝𝚎 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚎

Talula Shippe is a multidisciplinary artist living and working in Minneapolis, MN (US). Initially involved the performing arts, Talula was waylaid in her pursuits by a physical injury and turned for visual arts for self expression.

About the artist

La boite blanche, stands for the white box. It is a translation of the art gallery I today visited, and partially a soft statement to how beautiful the images I saw there – were.
The white box art gallery is a collective room of photos taken by Talula Shippe in Second Life, as well as poetry written by her. Below I will analyze a few pieces of art I saw today, and leave both my comments and other thoughts.

ᴠɪꜱɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀʟʟᴇʀʏ: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Azrael/118/221/951

The Balcony, by Talula Shippe – L$150

The first image that captured me is the one you see above, a shot she calls ‘The Balcony’ and the girl with a home of her own. The petals of flowers, of songless birds, flying through the air – yet the girl looks sad, tears on her cheeks, as if not everything was fair.

This shot caught my attention for the beautifully set scene for a shot. The way the petals float in the air, and her hair flows in the wind, I can do nothing but appreciate the fact she took the time to make this piece of art happen – to find the correct wind light, the pose, the angle and the props, even the clothes and shadows seem correctly placed. It’s always a mystery to see this type of visual art presented by others, when one can only really speculate what was going through the artists mind, however I’d like to believe this photo shows a certain longing and sadness along with beauty that has been left behind.
Or maybe she just has allergies?

A Blustery Day, by Talula Shippe – L$150

Now accompanied by feathers, soft and light, she gazes into the distance, with hope and might. That perhaps one day – her love will arrive, from the shores far away into the land far and wide.

‘A blustery day’ beautifully captures the innocence of a young girl in what I associate as Paris. Her well made braids and cute pink clothes. Her naive youth gives a flare to the image that my little negative side wants to point out, but will not. Her outfit is greatly thought out and the faint rain shows in the background, mixing with the windy day.

Lumos, by Talula Shippe – L$150

And with the love gathers magic, the most powerful spell, perhaps none know her – perhaps she knows that well.

This piece came with a poem of its own, and as beautiful as it is, I will include it down below my text. However before that I must make it clear – this is my FAVOURITE photo in the entire gallery. The colours, the position, the way she was able to capture shadows and movement of hair and body along with the magic side of the girls wand and the glitter, Lumos has definitely captured with its drop dead gorgeous way of being.

She wears the story on her face – Talula Shippe

My visit to the White Box Art Gallery was over an hour long, and as I analyzed many photos and pondered which ones to choose for my blog I even brought a friend over to tell me their opinions. I have always appreciated poetry and well thought out art, and with this art gallery highlight I hope you would find yourself a place to visit on a boring day.

For more beautiful art, please, go take a loot at Talula’s work, and tip her for how amazing it is.

Teaser of “Slumber” by Talula Shippe. See more at her gallery!

ᴠɪꜱɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀʟʟᴇʀʏ: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Azrael/118/221/951

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➽ 𝐼𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 ☆ AI

“Mother, it is time.”

A gentle voice woke you up, followed by a small metal hush of your curtains opening, yet no light flowing in. Much like the mornings before, your world had changed drastically upon the metal giant stepping into power – and even though it was your responsibility to lift up the sun each morning and drag it down in the evening, their attempt to control you by cutting your wings had made it tedious, and now the most comfortable and safe place for you was that soft corner of your bed that no one could see from the rest of your apartment.
It was a big change from a castle.

“Dear, what colour was the sky?” You hummed, blinking a few times as the dust fell down before your eyes. You hadn’t cleaned in a while either – what was the point anyway – with factories surrounding you.

“Blue, mother.” Such sadness in their voice, their shadow sunk back into your walls along with them, and with the silence falling back upon you, the fairies songs were now just cries for your help.

Do you remember
the sky falls
if you don't 
you have to
the wildflowers have turned grey
the birds no longer sing
water has become poison
you must remember
your memory
key to recovery

- Ailith 3/6/2019

The small piece above is called “Remember” and it is inspired by the sadness of our world – forgetting what enables our lives – the nature. The thoughts came to my head when I redecorated our family parcel on Second Life, and the scenery changed from a nature surrounded cabin to two modern houses with very little nature anymore. It sort of saddened me, although pictures below – I do love the new houses.

Throw Away

Hey folks, sorry for last week’s hiatus! You know how RL gets in the way of things, so I won’t bore you with any tedious details.

So let’s begin, huh?

Today I kind of wanted to vent (and discuss) an issue that myself, and many in the newer and free-resident community, are starting to take notice of.

SL has gone under numerous changes since its inception, most of these have provided much needed updates to SL’s central functionality. It is with the most recent planned update, however, that I personally do not see any overall benefit.

I tend to lurk in the forums, watching the discussion about the update fluctuate between unhappy residents and those more blasé . There is a portion of that lattermost personage; with its land-barons and bookkeepers; that seem completely indifferent and unopposed to the potential limitations this update imposes on free-residents. Any threads that posit even the most modest of suggestions for a turnabout that doesn’t impact free-residents so significantly are, almost immediately, getting dogged on by older community members. The white-knighting buckles down with references to“private business”; stating that LL needn’t continue catering to “lesser audiences” who can’t afford the luxuries of premium or in-world marketing/business.

There’s a further refusal to acknowledge the idea of updating many features in SL to match that available on other modern platforms. This of course includes patronizing and aggressively-worded messages to those complaining — all summing up to “shut up and enjoy what you got”.

What’s going on?

We know that SL hosts a very large community of older-generation (boomer & retirees) people who do not necessarily have the same outlook or experience with the limited wages people within the new and free-resident community face. A less affordable SL is protection for senior businesses against any fledgling competition — these financial barriers are good for them, realistically — and those who affirm the update are not necessarily concerned with factors of enjoyment or success beyond that of their own.

What’s wrong with accessibility?

It just leaves me to wonder why any discussion of change that makes the platform more accessible to free-residents and new creators is such a taboo subject? Why can’t we have a more modern UI and UX? Why can’t developers, in-world or Linden, provide practicably afforded avatar materials? Why can’t we downsize unused continents or provide cheaper sim/personal servers like what’s available on other platforms? Why can’t we separate content by ratings, or even land by commercial and non-commercial usage?

Players, users, residents, or whatever you may call them, deserve a more intuitive SL experience. There is no reason SL couldn’t provide things like pricing options for membership, land, and avatar customization that cater realistically to one’s respective budget. There is no harm in suggesting that land be separated and priced to serve between residential or consumer projects. No one is at fault for wanting preferences that separate adult and moderate content and their respective users. And, last time I checked, one of the biggest hopes (from newbie residents in particular) is a user-interface and customization options that are simple and easy-to-use.

Development obviously takes a great amount of time, labour, and resources, and thus it would be outrageous to demand free and immediate change — however, the request for change is neither illegal nor obscene. These are things people want, and they should be allowed to voice their desires for them.

The community could be kinder…

The constant derogation towards questions and suggestions that come from a place of wanting a more modern and intuitive platform is, flat-out, elitism, and does not bolster healthy community discussion. I am surprised by the “git gud or get out” mentality as it is more typical of communities surrounding MTX games. This form of discourse is uncalled for — questions about SL and its market direction deserve kind, moderated, and lay-men responses if we are to educate newcomers and maintain better conversation.

I have never regretted the investments I’ve personally made in SL, but I can fully understand how rising costs and limited interfaces erect a financial and social barrier that impede working-wage users from even basic enjoyment of SL.

There is always going to be users who abandon the Grid, and those who want to stay in SL will, of course… but I cannot fathom why putting off potential free-resident growth would at all be desired. SL provides a service and experience that can’t easily be replaced, and it’s sad to think that the community would promote long-term decline for short-term profits.

*ollies outie*

✵ Unbreakable

                 Please pray the winds for fresh air
                         for I am poison
                          are you aware?
                       life's not an option
                       witness my ascension
                              - Ailith

Apart from all the things that have happened, my flight through the colorful palette of pastels has continued, and with the updated avatars, my muses for poetry have been found – yet this time, within myself. I’ve grown to be able to write my poetry. Above of course a piece I wrote today!

Always be yourself… unless you can be a unicorn.
Then always be a unicorn.
                        Your desire insatiable
                         my wallet bottomless
                        some call me the devil
                          who can blame them?
                               - Ailith

Witness my ascension.

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This post contains sensitive writing about a subject that could be perceived as sad. It is about the end of a friendship, and holds quotes from the last conversation. I’m not trying to portray anyone as “the bad guy”, or the good guy. I’m pouring out my side of things, after having to hear theirs.

Where could I even begin. The start feels too far away, and this moment is the ending.
This moment is the ending.

For 4 years I had you, and after two I finally forgot to constantly fear of losing you. Yesterday reminded me that I should never forget that fear, not even the ones closest to me. Your words delivered to me by just mere pixels on screen, 1’s and 0’s in an order that I for some reason, to my disadvantage could read.

“𝑀𝒶𝓎𝒷𝑒 𝓌𝑒’𝓁𝓁 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓈.”

4 years. 1461 days. From one game to another, we stuck to each other like thorns stick to skin, yet we fit each other like a shirt on a butt. We worked through drama, we fought and we figured it out. We laughed, and cried, and panicked. We moved and broke up, we begun relationships and watched each other fail at them. You watched me fail at mine, at least. I wasn’t told about yours after a month it happened. That hurt me too, you know?

“𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹.”

I returned to Second life after a year of absence. Before my disappearance I cleared my friends from 60 to 15, and from the ones left it was 7 individuals. You were the one left, of course. When I came back I had 6 people on my friends, 3 individuals – one who had quit, one who still played, and you. But you were busy, each time I asked, you were busy.

And I was lonely. I reluctantly dug up my avatars, I built a look I liked and I started adventuring sims. I started meeting people who I didn’t even like, as well as ones I grew to care for. I brought them to our home, because you told me that was okay. I always made sure to ask if it was okay. While adventuring I saw the most beautiful and magical places, met people with fantastic avatars, I fell in love with the world again, and I wanted to build a place this time – one I could truly make a home instead of a small skybox in the air we got before. I asked you if that was okay and I knew you were against it… I just didn’t know why.

“𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎.”

Every time I asked if something was okay, I truly wanted to be sure it was, and every time, you said yes. If you said no I respected it. You were worried about valid things, and I took them into consideration, I changed my plan based on them. I got us a new place that could fit both our needs. I was happy. I had finally started doing fine on my own, with people other than you to hang out with, why was that a relief? Because I felt like you were too busy for me, so I had to make myself busier. I thought you were happy.
I was, at least. But your words, lack of them more specifically, bottled up and caused an explosion not even I can fix with my words.

“𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝓏 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎.”

I asked you to come see our new place. I had already begun working on the outsides because I thought the surroundings would look nicer and you’d feel better about moving if I made it look like home. I rezzed our house, I rezzed out trees, plants, objects to decorate the garden – I even decorated the upstairs – but I left downstairs be, thinking we could work on it together when you would have time. I left downstairs a pile of moving boxes, and I waited. I asked if you were busy hours later, and surprisingly you weren’t. You came over, and we called on discord. I didn’t ask how you were doing because you seemed stressed, I thought it was work. Clearly it wasn’t. So I tried to drive your focus to decorating with me, to rezzing out things and thinking how to make the first floor look.
You didn’t tell me it bothered you.

“𝐼 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓅, 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈.”

This, to you, felt like me using you. That I went and made new friends, that I found pets and love and a reason to be back in SL. That I messaged you to ask if things were okay every time I saw you even though in the end I knew the answer. I used you? No. I believe the problem was that I didn’t dedicate myself to you. I didn’t ask for your permission to buy items I made with my job. I didn’t ask for your permission to accept a pet. I didn’t ask for your permission to want more prims.
I shouldn’t have needed to, either.

𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐞, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

I am NOT sorry that I met the amazing people I did. I am NOT sorry that I wanted change, and I am NOT sorry that you didn’t have time for me.

This moment is the ending.

The night has fallen.

The summer!~

Do you have plans for the summer? We do. We’ve been reaching out to creators, perhaps we’ve even reached out to you! Our push towards growth will continue.

Now exciting things happen in the sun-lit season of heat, and I’m no exception this time. I’m moving the end of May, and working a 10-day camp in the middle of June! On top of this, I plan to stay addicted to video games as well as try to study.

I’m hoping that during this season of warmth, we might receive our first brand deals and get to start up on blogging about our favourite things, for you. It’s a learning experience as much as it is a driving force, our one goal and dream in our blog.

In any case, if you want yourself, your friend, your brand or anything you like written about, find out contact information to the side and send us a message in world! You can also find us on discord!
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